PinnedFear, Depression, and Desire of Not Existing: Journey of Kevin, Seeking for Help.Hey, I’m Kevin. thanks for reading my stories since the first one I made it like in 2017, until now. Thanks for being a reader. I have depression, a major one this time. Since December 2021 until now (if you read this in January 2022), I have a really heavy…Life9 min read
Jun 2Nothing is Greater Than Negative: How Depression can Build Yourself from the Ground Up (again, maybe.)“Everything negative — pressure, challenges — is all the opportunity for me to rise.” — Kobe Bryant Hello there, Kevin here. Yes, I know I haven’t been writing much, even in a bi-weekly basis now, but it is all because of my life is not revolved around writings. I have…Psychology5 min read
May 11Lonely Lonely: Difference of Being Alone and Being Lonely While being Depressed“Loneliness is the Poverty of Self, Solitude is the Richness of Self.” — May Sarton Hey there, Kevin here. So, in my times of depression, the first month is the loneliest ones, while I’m emotionally detached, it is hard to even feel something from others, let alone from yourself. You…Psychology4 min read
May 1Break a Leg, Destroy the Ankle: Living When You are Dysfunctional“Now, I understand, what you tried to say to me, How you suffered for your sanity. How you tried to set them free, They would not listen, they did not know how. Perhaps they’ll listen now, For they could not love you, But still your love was true. And when…Psychology5 min read
Apr 28Self Help(ing) for the Self Help(less): How to Help Yourself in Times of HelplessnessHey pal, Kevin here. Miss me? Me too, miss myself. I just have to running errands and just resting for a bit. I still write though, sorry for the long overdue delay, it should be once a week minimum, but this has been two weeks without publishing any stories, sorry…Psychology5 min read
Apr 4Fear, and (Self) Loathing (not) in Las Vegas: How Depression Twist Your Mind Against Yourself“David… I know that you love your friends, but sometimes you have to put your needs ahead of others’. You have to take care of yourself.” — Virginia Grohl, The Storyteller (by Dave Grohl) Hello there, Kevin here. Long time no see ey? Yeah, been off of writing these several…Psychology6 min read
Mar 16Solitary Company: How Misery Affects The Reality of Being Friendless“Nobody enjoys the company of others as intensely as someone who usually avoids the company of others.” – Mokokoma Mokhonoana Hey, Me again. I realized that this past three months or so, I didn’t chat that much with particularly anybody, both online and direct conversation. Yes i’m feeling depressed, and…Mental Health7 min read
Mar 14The Hole of Justification: The Black Hole of a Heart at Loss and Grief“Baby, I know pain is as natural as the rain, I just thought it didn’t rain in California. Baby, I know love isn’t what I thought it was ‘cause I’ve never known a love like this before ya. Baby, I know dreams tend to crumble at extremes, I just thought…Mental Health6 min read
Mar 5Demon-Born, Born-Demon: How Impostor Syndrome Affects Your Depression.“As wood is to the carpenter, bronze to the sculptor, so our own lives are the proper material in the art of living.” —Epictetus Hey, Kevin again. been a week since I last posted a story. Such a long week I have been in today. First day of my new…Mental Health6 min read
Feb 24Lunatic Fringe, Unhinged: How Depression Makes Psychosomatic Nearly Cost Your Life“Thus it may be said that the symptoms are often ways of containing the anxiety; they are the anxiety in structuralized form. Freud rightly remarks about psychological symptoms: “The symptom is bound anxiety,” or, in other words, anxiety which has been crystallized into an ulcer or heart palpitations or some…Mental Health7 min read
